Today is nt a lovely morning..many bad + sad thing happen around me dis lately..
yesterdy, i saw a dog was hitted by a car..sungguh kesian bila dgr dog tu bunyi2, mesti sgt sakit..die lari semula masuk tempat die..org yg tgk nie duk berdiri tepi jaln while crying..memang sgt2 sedih time tu tak tau nak ckp..bertambh sedih apabila doggie2 yg lain bgegas ke tmpat kejadian bila dgr ada dog lain yang bunyi mcm tu..sungguh terharu tgk perasaan n keprihatinan even atr doggie2..tu yg terfikir, kenapa kita manusia tak blh alert mcm tu sedgkan masng2 ada akal n perasaan nak buat mcm tu..anyway, that morning memang sgt sayu..
lepas tu i saw my aunt fghting dgn driver teksi..ayo...pening kepala..tapi faham da pun, duk dgn yg senior memang la mcm tu..sikit pun tak mgugat emosi tgk dog kena langgar..harap2nya dog tu cepat baik dan blh cari mkn lagi..
i dun noe y i feel sad of myself. sebnarnya org tau certain thing, cm nak tunggu org bagi jwapan. tapi ternyata people c me like i dun noe anythg..emm still want to keep from me or cheatng on me..yes, i am naive but in not soooooooo stupid.even i look childish, but my brain can still work on it.like usuall, be pretending like a star, still shining even it was not from it..smtime i fell so wrong having my fs, my blog, my fc and etc. aiya, i fell that i want to live alone without nobody like be4, i can do whatever i want to and nobody saying bad behide me. its might work 4 me. im looking smthg 2 fix it..people always c me wrong all the time..people always assuming that im having such a wonderfull life. but nobody noe what i have been keep inside of me. people might cheating on me, but at the same time i noe everything.. fuhh..what a life..be4 dis, my fren said to me to write down my life story n make a novel because my life story was 2 tragic..hikhikhik..its ok, all of it make me more bigger n stronger..or should i wait 4 a certain time?? emm ok la, i wait 4 another 1 year n i love to c my life progress, either more brighter or draker! hahahaha
another sad thing is my kitten was ........( i dun noe either she run away or people took it...) kenapa la yg disyg tu yg org ambik..ceh! bela sendiri takmo, ambik org punya jer pun..nasib baik ada lagi dua ekor (tinggal yg hitam dgn putih, ming-ming yg hilang... :( )
haaa..lega dapat ckp mcm2 even noby noe what im talking about..hahaha..it was my mental terapi. dulu ada diary, tapi kdg2 je tulis sbb mls nak tulis, taip cepat sikit...ok la, gtg..nak g buat ldk kat mawip.
yesterdy, i saw a dog was hitted by a car..sungguh kesian bila dgr dog tu bunyi2, mesti sgt sakit..die lari semula masuk tempat die..org yg tgk nie duk berdiri tepi jaln while crying..memang sgt2 sedih time tu tak tau nak ckp..bertambh sedih apabila doggie2 yg lain bgegas ke tmpat kejadian bila dgr ada dog lain yang bunyi mcm tu..sungguh terharu tgk perasaan n keprihatinan even atr doggie2..tu yg terfikir, kenapa kita manusia tak blh alert mcm tu sedgkan masng2 ada akal n perasaan nak buat mcm tu..anyway, that morning memang sgt sayu..
lepas tu i saw my aunt fghting dgn driver teksi..ayo...pening kepala..tapi faham da pun, duk dgn yg senior memang la mcm tu..sikit pun tak mgugat emosi tgk dog kena langgar..harap2nya dog tu cepat baik dan blh cari mkn lagi..
i dun noe y i feel sad of myself. sebnarnya org tau certain thing, cm nak tunggu org bagi jwapan. tapi ternyata people c me like i dun noe anythg..emm still want to keep from me or cheatng on me..yes, i am naive but in not soooooooo stupid.even i look childish, but my brain can still work on it.like usuall, be pretending like a star, still shining even it was not from it..smtime i fell so wrong having my fs, my blog, my fc and etc. aiya, i fell that i want to live alone without nobody like be4, i can do whatever i want to and nobody saying bad behide me. its might work 4 me. im looking smthg 2 fix it..people always c me wrong all the time..people always assuming that im having such a wonderfull life. but nobody noe what i have been keep inside of me. people might cheating on me, but at the same time i noe everything.. fuhh..what a life..be4 dis, my fren said to me to write down my life story n make a novel because my life story was 2 tragic..hikhikhik..its ok, all of it make me more bigger n stronger..or should i wait 4 a certain time?? emm ok la, i wait 4 another 1 year n i love to c my life progress, either more brighter or draker! hahahaha
another sad thing is my kitten was ........( i dun noe either she run away or people took it...) kenapa la yg disyg tu yg org ambik..ceh! bela sendiri takmo, ambik org punya jer pun..nasib baik ada lagi dua ekor (tinggal yg hitam dgn putih, ming-ming yg hilang... :( )
haaa..lega dapat ckp mcm2 even noby noe what im talking about..hahaha..it was my mental terapi. dulu ada diary, tapi kdg2 je tulis sbb mls nak tulis, taip cepat sikit...ok la, gtg..nak g buat ldk kat mawip.
p/s : hopefully along can recover..kesian along xcident..semoga along sembuh, tak sakit2 lagi, motor pun tak sakit da even repair bayar sendiri, dapat jumpe org yg langgr tu, blh keje n jg kedai semula..miz n love u along..n to my HoNeyBeAr also..
I JuSt WaNt A HaPpY LiFe =(
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